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What do I want, and how do I
                                                                                           go about getting it?  There never
                                                                                           seems to be an answer, unless
                                                                                           you count," I want everything that
                                                                                           is currently not in my possession."
                                                                                           This is being, of course, completely
                                                                                           selfish.

                                                                                           I simply want to continue to grow
                                                                                           as a person, to never stand still,
                                                                                           and yet I still find myself listening to
                                                                                           the same music that I have listened
                                                                                           to ten years ago.
                                                                                           The fear is that this person that I
                                                                                           am has already been defined, and
                                                                                           that I am too stubborn to accept
                                                                                           this. The truth is that I have reached
                                                                                           a point of comfort in my existence;
                                                                                           I am no longer ill at ease with who
                                                                                           I am. This fact now applies in my
                                                                                           everyday life, except to when it
                                                                                           comes to my art.

                                                                                           I  have  many  questions  as  I  work
                                                                                           on a piece that can only be
                                                                                           answered upon completion. With
                                                                                           each paining there always a sense
                                                                                           there is something deep inside of
                                                                                           me that has yet to surface. When I
                                                                                           look at my work from time past to
                                                                                           time present, I can see where my
                                                                                           life has and will always continue
                                                                                           to evolve.

                                                                                           Art has become the proof, the
                                                                                           reassurance that I will forever
                                                                                           continue to grow.
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