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What do I want, and how do I
go about getting it? There never
seems to be an answer, unless
you count," I want everything that
is currently not in my possession."
This is being, of course, completely
selfish.
I simply want to continue to grow
as a person, to never stand still,
and yet I still find myself listening to
the same music that I have listened
to ten years ago.
The fear is that this person that I
am has already been defined, and
that I am too stubborn to accept
this. The truth is that I have reached
a point of comfort in my existence;
I am no longer ill at ease with who
I am. This fact now applies in my
everyday life, except to when it
comes to my art.
I have many questions as I work
on a piece that can only be
answered upon completion. With
each paining there always a sense
there is something deep inside of
me that has yet to surface. When I
look at my work from time past to
time present, I can see where my
life has and will always continue
to evolve.
Art has become the proof, the
reassurance that I will forever
continue to grow.
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